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i'm am SO happy for my DOTT! (((:
she got into COMBINED SCHOOLS.
congrats DOTT!

posted by stacey @ Monday, August 30, 2004 0 Comments

busy dayy!
woke up early in the morning
left for toa payoh interchange
met the rest of the bballers.
ms tan came, took attendance
then we took a train down to bedok
and took bus there.
played with all the small kids for cip.
some telematches and stuff
while ms tan was busy taking pictures.
gonna be posted on the bball board.
OH NOOO!

anyways.
went back home.
did abit of my work.
left for church for cat class.
raphael tan was being so damn annoying!
GRRRRR. i swear.
he was geddin on all of our nerves!
left with claire for the party.
guess what!?!
i felll again.
this time.
i hurt my finger.
and it hurts like hell of ALOT.
can't even bend it properly.

so anyways.
AMANDA and GILLIAN'S party! ((((:
over at sonia's place.
with most of the 3/4 people
pam. dRea. my shakerer. the bands. caracal.
leon. gabriel. nicoleli. a few of gillians & mandas friends
and ooooohhhhh... RESEEEE! :D
i saw her againnnn!
whahahhahahhah.

listened to the bands jamming.
three diff bands in total.
was good! (:

started swimming with all of them.
got pulled into the pool by pam
while carrie and i were both pulling her into the pool.
oh yes! she dragged us along.

went around pulling each and every single
one into the pool with tengming and bidina!
hahah. was so funnn! (((:
until everyone was in the pool.
one of them was really funny.
she was practically grabbing the pillars.
goodnesss! HAHAHHAHAH.

played POOL later with RESEdear and friends.
was really funn, although i was really bad at it.
HAHAHHAHAHH.
i'm so gonna back to son's place
after the exams to play POOL again.

left for home with clairec and gillian.
and so tada! i'm home nowww! ((:
and nobodys at home.
NOT AT ALL.


ignore the below portion.
YOU ARE TOTALLY ANNOYING THE HELL OUT ME.
STOP TRYING SO HARDD.
BELIEVE ME! IT AINT GONNA WORK.
I'M SICK AND TIRED OF RECEIVING SMSES FROM
YOU EVERY SINGLE MINUTE.
AND WHENEVER I DONT REPLY YOU START
TO GET PARANOID, GOING AROUND ASKIN
WHETHER I AM PISSED W YOU.
WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT, HELLO!
I'M SO NOT INTERESTED.
RAHHHHH. JUST FUCK OFF PLS.
I'M SICK AND TIRED OF YOU.

posted by stacey @ Sunday, August 29, 2004 0 Comments

DANCEAMANIA 2004 totally ROCKEDDD! (((:
YELLOW HOUSE SENIORS! WE WONNN!
ALL THE HARD WORK AND EFFORT.
WE CAME IN FIRST.
HOOORRRAAAAAYYYY!!
i'm proud of everyone.
SHAKEIT.PRESTY!.aprielle.staceyann.cherine.
shuping.tasha.pat.eliz. and... MEEE!
WOOOHHHOOOOOOOO!
WE DID IT GUYS! :D

not forgetting..
THANKS BIDINA!
for helping us ALL THE WAY.

TO RED HOUSE JUNIOR TEAM.
congrats on winning FIRST too!

OOOOH.
NOT FORGETTING.
SABBB CAME TO SCHOOL
TO WATCH US PERFORM.
SO SWEET OF HER.
MWAHS*

after danceamania.
left for town marche at heeren with
dawn.jen.bidina.seashaa.clairewong.dhini. and pam.
bidina went back to school with pam
to find for her wallet.
couldn't find it in e end.
took neoprints and stuff. then the rest left.
walked around with dawn and jen.
sasa joined in.
left early cos i was tired.
i think thats about it.
I'M TIRED.
and i have to get up early tmr
for CIP with the basketballers.
I'M OFFF!

i'm getting quite sick of this template aye.
time to get working on my new one.
as well as DOTTS!
MUAHAHAHAHAHH! ((((:
shall design some funny
template for her.

posted by stacey @ Friday, August 27, 2004 0 Comments

DANCEAMANIA'S TMR; finally!
dancing these few days
have yet , taken up ALOT of my time.
anyways. glad its gonna be ALL OVER after tmr.
got back my common test's results.
i owe DOTT a drink
cos she had two marks higher.
this is gonna be the first red ink
for this month's report card.
GREAT!

two common tests tmr.
MATHS and PHYSICS.
OH WHAT THE HELL!
RAHHH.


DOTT!;
THANKS. -fails to do the "BATMAN"!- whahhahhah!
we'll play bball again tomorrow yeah.
ooooh. YOU'RE IMPROVING.
YES EVERYONE!
MY DOTT IMPROVED!
ALL COS I'VE BEEN PLAYING
WITH HER ALL THESE WHILE.
oh whatever.
anyways.
study hardd DOTT.

posted by stacey @ Thursday, August 26, 2004 0 Comments

i'm STRESSED.
TOTALLY.
STRESSED.
i stare at a ques hard;
and then all of a sudden
i burse out crying.
cos thats what just happened.
i can't answer it AT ALL.
and exams is in FOUR WEEKS TIME.
FOUR DAMN WEEKS TIME!
RAHHHH.
I AM STRESSED.
STRESSEDDD.
I REPEAT..
STRESSEDDD!
I NEED TO DO WELL.

posted by stacey @ Tuesday, August 24, 2004 0 Comments

today's common test suckeddd. grrr.
to think i studied like crazy for it.
studied all the way til two to three,
or four in the morning.
whenever i didnt understand a particular point
i decided to ask DOTT.
oh. and she taught me over the phone
thanks for bearing with me, DOTT! (:
although the both of us screwed it all up. HAHAH.
but the drink.. still on yeah.
hopefully, i'll beat you again.
oh well.

anyways!
todays rugby for PE was SUPER FUNN!
DOTT and my SHAKEIT (the tragus)
we were all in the same team with sherry and jayne! haha.
got to carry my SHAKEIT all.
SUPER FUN LA!
after PE.
off to the toilet to have a GOOD bath!
bathing never felt so good before.
HAHHAHA!

sat with DOTT in school today.
cos grace didnt come.

after school.
walked down the hill with DOTT and majella.
DOTT took taxi.
majella left, taking a bus home.
left me there to wait for 156.
fell sleep in the bus
it took me ALL THE WAY TO SENGKANG!
hurriedly took MRT over to serangoon.
five mins late for tuition in the end.
SO DAMN TIRED.

saturday.
went to st theresa's home - little sisters of the poor
with the whole of my confirmation cat class.
had a whole lot of fun.
we danced, the guys sang.
love me and when you say nothing at all.
and ooh! i fed an old lady! (((:

currently -uploading the home pictures.
spinning: - only one by yellowcard
oh yes. it's a good song.
for you; my only one -sings-
hahahhah!

OKAY! THE ALBUMS OUT!
NEW UPDATED PICTURES
http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=4269415093&congratulation_page=Y
(click on the page above)

posted by stacey @ Tuesday, August 24, 2004 0 Comments

dont piss me off! YOU!
tell me to do the housework
then later, you're NOT happy with it
go complain to everyone that
NEVER ONCE DID I DO THE HOUSEWORK.
or best, i do
and later on,
you REDO EVERYTHING ALL OVER AGAIN.
then whats the point!
dont waste my time
when i can be there,
revising for my upcoming exams.
DONT WASTE MY EFFORTS.
YOU!

leave
me
alone.
bah.


new diaryland account.
but with password to enter.
as it is a PRIVATE BLOG.
so that means its not meant for YOU
to read either! RAH.

http://shakeit-.diaryland.com
as i've said, you need password to get in
get it from me!
I'LL DECIDE WHETHER
TO LET YOU HAVE IT OR NOT!
for the meantime;
only bea has it!

cat class.
good session.
got to cry EVERYTHING out.
thanks to claire, and julie
who were there to dry my tears.
oh, not forgetting ROSE.
and whoever i didnt mention.
THANKS you'll!

thought about so many things.
i miss raphael and bona SO MUCH.
JUST SO MUCH.
i miss nikki and ally too.

but;
the person i miss the MOST right now
is actually her.

she must be in heaven right now.
it has been hard for me living w/o
her the past ten years.
GRANDMA! I MISS YOU!
ALOT! RAHHHH.

bona.
I'M FINE.
sorry.
dont ever wish
to trouble you nomore.

not exactly in the mood right now.
ARGHHH. just get lost.
YOU ANNOY ME!
SIT THERE AND SCREAM ALL YOU WANT!
URGH.

posted by stacey @ Saturday, August 21, 2004 0 Comments

new album!
class outing at seoul garden.
http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=4285987425
(click on the add above!)
more pics will be added soon.
for the meantime;
enjoy these few.

anyways.
spent the night; thinking.
thought about the past.
when i used to be so close to her.
when i used to share so much with her.
the late night calls, joggings etc.
just brought back so much.
but now, i dont see the use in hanging on;
clinging on; onto this friendship nomore,
if i can no longer trust her anymore.
six to seven years of friendship with her.
six to seven years of laughter, cries, joys,
pain and everything else shared with her.
do miss those times, nikki.
will keep those memories with me.
anytime you need someone;
i'm still here for you.
you may have forgotten everything
this past six to seven years;
but i haven't.
i've kept them within me;
and it'll always be there.

posted by stacey @ Friday, August 20, 2004 0 Comments

I CAN BLOG ONCE AGAIN! (((:
its finally working.
its no longer stuck to my DOTT'S account!
that would also mean that;
i dont need to move over to diaryland nomore!
YAY! :D
hahahhah!

stayed behind in school today;
to practice for IJ DANCEMANIA
which will be held in a weeks time.
oh yes! i'm dancing. whahah!

sunday evening;
parents came back from trip.
dad fetched my aunty and godma back home after staying;
and looking after us for the past five days.
i cried; as usual.
it has always been this case since i was four or five years of age.
they took care of me ever since i was a baby with my grandma.
after my grandma passed away;
i continued staying with them until i was K2;
i went back home to live with my parents and sisters.
whenever i go over to stay with my auinty and godma;
and whenever its time to go back home; i'll cry.
God knows why. but thats always the case.
now; i'm fifteen yet, theres still no change.
hahah! oh well.

monday;
sat out during training; since i was still sick.
mr tan asked for some "kuan suai" or something.
since DOTT was sitting there;
i went over to ask her what it was.
it meant mineral water.
ok! now; you all can predict
how WELL i do for chinese huh!
hahah!

monday night;
i was ever so enthu
in packing my bag for school on tues;
basically cos of RUGBY during PE.
soap, shampoo, t-shirt, towel.. and everything else.
but guess what!
on tuesday morning;
i fell on my way to school!
it was bleeding;
and man, did it hurt.
i only got it dressed up
when i reached school;
with the help of ms tjl.
how clumpsy can i get!
all i did for P.E;
was to stand there and watch.
then there was one point in time;
clarabelle ran into ms tjl;
causing her to fall.
gosh! that was super funny!
hahahhahah!

went to see a doctor later in the evening
to dress the BIG wound and all.
bill came up to $49
yet again; another excuse letter
from basketball training.
its been one month since i last trained.
i DO miss training; hell of alot.
was godma's birthday.
so over to her place for dinner.
happy again! (((:
hahahh!
the cake was good.

yesterday;
homson plaza after school with DOTT; for lunch.
we went to KFC.met simren and my sista too!
those two didnt have money; yet again!hahah!
anyway; shant go into detail.
all i can say was... we had funn!
and i was being retarded!
it was really funny! goodness.
HAHAHHA!
i think only the four of us;
DOTT, sista, simren and i
get what i mean RIGHT?!
hahahah! shhh!
DONT TELL ANYONE!
but still; DOTT alr told ee chinggg!
omg. embarassment!
totally!

anyway.
how fast time flies.
exams are coming up in a few weeks time.
i've started studying; but yet
i'm still very scared.

study hard everyone! (((:

posted by stacey @ Thursday, August 19, 2004 0 Comments

you can't go on well in life until you let go
of your past failures and heartaches.

i've learnt not to hang on; onto my past anymore.
i was once in love for one year, four months.
it wasn't easy letting go; not at all.
i'm glad i got over it anyways!
i've decided maybe its not the right time
to get into a relationship after all.
i'm glad with the way things
are going for me right now;
and i dont ever want it to change;
maybe later on in life;
but definitely NOT now!
now; things are much more settled
my life is less complicated

i'm less open right now
as i've learnt not to trust
too many people easily.
my closest friends;
especially clairechua and bea
they're always there for me
no matter what, no matter when!
its just great having them as my friends.

to the rest of my friends out there;
those who i didnt name;
you know you you'll are.
iloveyawl too! ((:

since my life is so much settled now.
i've decided to return back to CL.


heyheyheyheyhey ! this is nat.
ok. that was nat! nat liew!


sometimes i wonder why;
why people go to church for.
read claire's blog.
totally agree with what she's saying.

during my most depressed times in my life;
i kept going to the adoration room
to spend some quiet time with him;
reflecting as well as praying.
i'm grateful to him for what he has given me;
especially my family!
i love them ALOT.
not forgetting my friends.
he has helped me alot through
my times of need;
for this i'm grateful! (((:

yet now; i wonder to myself.
why do most of the teenagers go to church for?
cos they're forced to;
cos of their FRIENDS?!

or best;
some dont even go!
they only start going for masses
when their friends go;
when their girlfriends go;
when their boyfriends go?!

what is then the meaning of church?!
just to go there and meet your friends.
CL has helped me alot in my faith
i'm glad i decided to be part of the group once again.

yet some;
what does having a ministry mean to you?!
you dont turn up;
and give some stupid reason
or some stupid excuse!

sorry.
just felt like blogging all these.

posted by stacey @ Thursday, August 12, 2004 0 Comments

school just ended.
this guy; called daniel zhang or smth came
the monk singer!
omg.

super long queue;
all waiting for his autograph

one of the 93.3 deejay came too.
hahahahahahah!
alright;
i was just clapping throughout;
while the rest were screaming. gosh.
some concert in school;
which lasted for two periods.
that means we'll got to skip english!
hahah!

alright;
i'm off.
going home.
tata!

posted by stacey @ Thursday, August 12, 2004 0 Comments

in school right now
and i'm running with a flu
gonna be blowing my nose throughout
must be my furry!
she came to class yesterday
blowing her nose throughout. hahah!

anyways! i'm back from my trip.
it was all good!
got abit tanner
just what i wanted!
hoho! (((:

parents left for yet, another trip yesterday
over to bali for their wedding anni
which is coming up
but that doesnt mean that my sisters and i
have the whole house to ourselves cos,
my aunties came over to look after us
its gonna go on all the way until sunday!
they'd better bring back smth nice for us! (((:

on tuesday;
went out to town
on a shopping spree with sheila!
met her at far east
walked to pacific
to wisma, to taka
back to wisma
to heeren
couldn't find a nice pencil case
and i couldn't make up my mind
back to wisma again
we were too lazy to take
so many escalators down
so we ran down the escalator
from the third level down to the first
cos they only had it from the first level
up to the third level. hahah!
went to paragon in the end
all the nice stuffs were there!
so much for walking here and there. hahah!
sorry sheila!
but i sure had fun with you!
thanks for that day!
mwahh`

HI SHAKEIT PARTNER! WOAINEEE! :D fwahaha.
hahah! okk. that was beaaa! (((:
oh! i feel so LOVEDD! muahahah!

anyways! i've decided to move over to diaryland
cos my blogger account at home
is still stuck at DOTT'S account
and it refuses to get out
and NO, DOTTT! not cos my com likes you
or whatsoever okkay!
you're just like sheila
EGO!
hahahhah!

talking bout DOTT;
i'm happy for you! ((:


CLAIRECHUA!
i linked you alr babe.
we must go tanning or shopping sometime soon okkay.
iloveyou plenty ler!
and you know that!
hahah! mwah~

posted by stacey @ Thursday, August 12, 2004 0 Comments

my blogger account hasn't been working for the past three days.
it refuses to log out of my DOTT'S account.
everytime I click onto sign out
it just kees coming back to her account.
and its irritating the hell out of me
cos I NEED to blog. dammit!

cheryl woo has kindly offered to help me
copy and paste this onto my blogger account.
thanks cheryl!

anyway i haven’t started packing
and I’m leaving at 6 in the morning for my trip.
three of my cousins staying over right now.
i’ll be away; so yawl better miss me!
but don’t miss me too much though.
hoho!

yesterday; class outing.
seoul garden was SO packed
so made reservations for three oclock.
met cheryl woo!

the tragus (DOTT, bea and i)
we were all in light pink shirt.
it was planned btw! (((:

DOTT lost her wallet.
both bea and I, we didn’t eat much
cos we were going around finding for her wallet.
I decided to file a report for her
wrote down everything for her
until the part where it needed her signature
I just decided to sign for her.

the lady must have thought that
both bea and I were crazy
cos we were laughing like some retards.
It was really funny.
the lady was asking me what I had in the wallet
so I was describing the wallet
"oh! It’s a billabong wallet! Inside I have
POSB card, ezlink, money (about hundred plus),
membership card and others
which are not really that impt!”
i was pretending to be my DOTT.
It was just hilarious. ended off with;
“I will tell my mom to cancel the card! Thanks!”
hahah! bea and I laughed again.

shall blog about tues
rugby for pe down the rugby field
tackling this time round.
tackled sherry!
she was covered with mud! hoho.
back to class
where all of us rushed to the toilets
to wash our shoes
left our wet shoes outside class to dry
walked around the school without shoes the whole day
it was all funn! ((:

posted by stacey @ Sunday, August 08, 2004 0 Comments

i have a new someone.
FURRY!
hahahah!
thats pet.
i'm lovin my FURRY! (((:
mwah-

posted by stacey @ Thursday, August 05, 2004 0 Comments

i've learnt NOT to trust people that easily anymore.
i've learnt to keep certain things to myself now.

so much for trusting you.
thanks for making me feel so used by you.
thanks for everything.
THANKS!

i've decided to give up.
maybe things would be so much better.
things WOULD be SO much better then.


*pet was here ((: smile staceee!!!*
hahah! k, that was pet!

posted by stacey @ Monday, August 02, 2004 0 Comments